perfecccct

I know you're perfect. If not for me, you are for someone else. You are beautiful to me, and I admire the way you can't live for yourself, but somehow you think you are. And if ever, you ask me about this, I won't answer your question. I like the way you make me want to see you all the time, but make me feel like you don't, bcos you'd rather be busy doing other nonsense. And you've probably already moved on, and that's just fine, but I haven't. Not yet, anyway. I always listen to The Purple Bottle, bcos it reminds me of you, allll the time. Not one time, have you not crossed my mind while listening to that song. I remember when I met you, and all that played in your car was The Bravery, Animal Collective, and Bob Marley. They all remind me of you. And you know what else? When I look at the mountains while the sun is beginning to set, yeah, that too.


You're perfect, it's fact, end of story.

quiero mas<3

I still don't understand why life has been this way. He goes in and out of my mind, alllll the time. I wish it wasn't like this, that'd there'd be no heartache of knowing he's not mine anymore, that any other girl can get her dirty hands on him, and I can do nothing about it. Why? Because he's not mine.

I guess, I really like us the way we are now, but it makes me sad that I actually started opening my heart to someone else, it had been over a year and something months that I hadn't shared myself to another soul. And the one time I do, it all crashes down on me. I'm pretty bummed on it, I suppose I already knew it was going to turn out like this, but I didn't know it was going to crash and burn all over my heart.

Now, I'm going back to my old ways. Lock up for the long, cold winter of love, and await my own arrival.

books written for girls

You can compliment me on the style of my hair
GIve me marks out of ten for the clothes that I wear
You probably thought I had more upstairs.

I disappoint you.
Can't see through your perfect smile.

He likes to read books written for girls.
He prides himself on being a man of the world.
In the darkest of places he gets his thrills.

He will disappoint you
If you see through his perfect smile.

I think separation is okay.
You're no star to guide me anyway.
You only wanted me to play.
A fool...played by your rules.

Now my door has swollen from the rain.
God knows we'll never see her face again.
People get shattered in many ways.

They can disappoint you.
When you see through
Their perfect smile.