deeply interested in what seems to be 'the bigger picture' ....i realized. how unpredictably unfair it is to be awake. i rose up with the feeling i was alone, this mushy feeling that keeps pushing me down, it smothers and contains my breath for a second. i keep thinking it will sum up some points to where i can get to the position of finding a lost spark, grasping it, i'll take it. Anemonas de Luz. I sadly feel obliged to feel so grateful to at least be in a place where i can walk in and do as is needed, and just as i have before, walk out at the precise moment. Over and over, I do.
I just haven't learned enough it seems.
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Reluctantly Im taking a leap into the unknown, with one foot and one foot out still weary of being cautious. Sweet and tenderly you continue...
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Have a good one, Eligh! And congrats, Jessica! Baby on zee way ;) So, today was heaps nice, I finally got the monkey off my back. It felt gr...