i guess in this society

being male and an asshole makes you worthy of our time

this and that ratatat

this is so fucked up, i dont even know what kind of person would turn me into some object instead of a person. i have so much hate and so much anger. i dont even know how i can even look at you and just appreciate every breath you take bcos youre alive and willing to be what you are. i never wanted to be like this, i never wanted to turn into something, i just wanted to be complete. im an honest person, and ive always played it fair. this thing that were doing, it feels so dirty to me. you'll never understand, im so sick and tired of your stupid shit, when will nature make you a man? you can go ahead and die now.

i guess i thought that if you want something you should go out and get it, but sometimes that doesnt work...
bcos i went for it two months ago
and got rejected
and that is that.

be content without perfection

some planes depart and others never arrived
so with this in mind I don't plan on waiting
if it’s time to leave and break these old ties
without something more the vision is fading

Why hello ;)

You and Pisces are like two peas in a pod and can live together in a garden of eternal happiness. You Crabs plunge right into the deep waters of emotion and feeling with ease and grace. Your fishy friend swims the currents of the soul with sensitive awareness and compassion. The two of you share an intimate link that transcends the boundaries of the intellect. It seems like you don't even need words. You understand each other deeply.

In a way you are zodiac cousins, for the Crab and the Fish live in the same watery world. Your intuitive lover is tuned into your changing moods and your emotional needs. Meanwhile, you are acutely aware of the existential pain and suffering residing within your sometimes confused partner. If, however, your Venus is in Gemini, as it is for many Cancers, you may not be as understanding of your spiritual lover. In this case you may see their compassion as weakness rather than strength. You can find out where Venus is in your chart by clicking here.

Even with a compatible Venus, one problem you might face in this relationship is that when things get tough, you tend to withdraw. Your tendency to hold back when talking about your feelings allows for misunderstandings to easily arise. You absolutely must communicate your feelings or the relationship may be doomed to shipwreck on the rocks. Get past your fears and together you will ebb and flow in the emotional waters of life's pleasure and pain with forgiveness and joy.

weak duck!

Resistance is futile

Christmas Day

Tap into your natural nurturing side as you mingle with your near and dear. Don't be afraid of affection, whether toward or in front of family.

new

tat

amen

Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do not let the pain make you hate.
Do not let bitterness steal your sweetness. Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree,
you still believe it to be a beautiful place.

if im not free, then what am i?

beau coer

this charming man <3

I haven't hooked up with anyone mostly bcos I don't feel its right when my heart was still tangled up in something I still wanted, but now I just don't have any interest in having anyone feeling my warm insides

Glory box

im not even interested in hooking up with anyone at all
im sure if i do, i wont even care for it
like nothing happened

i guess just feeling like someone cares is nice, but the emotional investments are hard to keep up with when you keep giving your heart out to losers you meet. although im sure this love thing doesnt get any easier as you get older, its the same thing on and on and on, i think you just learn to understand the way people work, and thats about it. whateva i just want to feel like a regular human being who likes to look at pretty art or pretty flowers or something, does that sound kind of stupid? well really, i just want some criss-cut fries, please?

for right now, im not alone :)

One, two, three, four -
Do You Realize - that you have the most beautiful face
Do You Realize - we're floating in space -
Do You Realize - that happiness makes you cry
Do You Realize - that everyone you know someday will die

And instead of saying all of your goodbyes - let them know
You realize that life goes fast
It's hard to make the good things last
You realize the sun don'-go down
It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round

Do You Realize - Oh - Oh - Oh
Do You Realize - that everyone you know
Someday will die -

And instead of saying all of your goodbyes - let them know
You realize that life goes fast
It's hard to make the good things last
You realize the sun don'-go down
It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round

Do You Realize - that you have the most beautiful face
Do You Realize

ask to be a humingbird

"do whatever comes naturally to you"
but i just dont care

universally speaking

Show love with no remorse and climb on to your seahorse, this ride is right on course

i want my black heart back!

grasp it before its gone ;)

fancy

i dont want to wait around for anything, patience isnt my virtue, oh well
but my heart always follows through :)
honesty. genuine heart. funnel vision.
that's all im asking for in another human being
push me down and drown me in loveeeee, pysche
and thats another weird thing, i feel so optimistic about everything now
but the only thing i refuse to open doors for is love with another man
people need to reinvent love
asap!

umm

this whole 'i feel alive' type of feeling is kind of getting annoying
its so unfamiliar, and i want to get rid of it ahah
how weird
i like being mad at the world instead!!!!! ^_^
its crazy how victor left me a better person
im really thankful :)

you say this
you say that
you act this way
you act that way
but im telling you this
im not following through

im not looking to be saved
im not looking to be loved
im not looking for my mind
im not looking for my heart

i just want to go under the knife
and never make it out alive

loverbee

I can't make it past three in the afternoon without being sleepy, they blame it on my lack of food, I blame it on my lack of appetite. I'd rather be asleep for the rest of my life than feel anything ever again. I'm infatuated with the idea of love and death at the same time, I'd like my heart to melt all over again, in a better way than before. I love salads with pools of ranch. I act on impulse, debate too much with myself, and over-analyze things that don't matter. I'm learning to give up things that once meant so much to me. Don't fuck with my comfort, you've fallen behind.

love you twenty four hours, seven days a week

crystalised

You say I'm foolish
For pushing this aside
But burn down our home
I won't leave alive

Glaciers have melted to the sea
I wish the tide would take me over
I've been down on my knees
And you just keep on getting closer

infinity

After all the time
After you
Had you seen me with someone new
Hanging so high for your return
But the stillness is a burn

Had I seen it in your eyes
There'd have been no try after try
Your leaving had no goodbye
Had I just seen one in your eyes

I can't give it up
To someone elses touch
Because I care too much

Could you tell
I was left lost and lonely
Could you tell
Things ain't worked out my way

Wish the best for you
Wish the best for me
Wished for infinity
If that ain't me

Give it up
I can't give it up

I can't give it up
To someone elses touch
Because I care too much

Give it up
I can't give it up

feelin' good

And the hardest part
Was letting go not taking part
You really broke my heart
And I tried to sing
But I couldn't think of anything
And that was the hardest part

I could feel it go down
You left the sweetest taste in my mouth
You're a silver lining the clouds
Oh, and I
Oh, and I
I wonder what it's all about [x2]

Everything I know is wrong
Everything I do it just comes undone
And everything is torn apart
Oh and thats the hardest part
That's the hardest part
Yeah, thats the hardest part
That's the hardest part

Who are you to tell me how to conduct myself? Why don't you practice safe sex and go fuck yourself. My attitude is celibate, I don't give a fuck

goold ol' song

only sometimes

no need to come to me
when i can make it all the way to you
you made it clear to me
you weren't near
near enough for me

every man has a flaw, but you gotta learn to control it
dont ruin it, its not that serious

my amount is little, but my support is sincere.

fuck you, virgo!

Friday, December 4, 2009: Your actions are motivated now by your desire to make a good feeling last longer. You don't like the idea of being stuck on an emotional rollercoaster and you're seeking ways to smooth out the twists and turns in your relationships with others at home and at work. Luckily, you have time on your side and your ability to be patient is a key to your current happiness. Instead of trying to make each moment a perfect one, concentrate on the bigger picture to find your satisfaction.

heart condition

It's all the same we all struggle
Sometimes you gotta say fuck you
When you smile and she doesn't return it
Give her room and don't disturb it
If it makes it hurt less to curse and fight
Go ahead and hate the world girl you earned the right now
But she still dreams after she woke tight hold on that hope
Sometimes it can seem so cold do what you gotta do to cope

carry me home- take care of your baby

Gets some gold spray paint for that lemon
Everything he's got is not a given
rock bottom on the flipside of top billin
Not a victim, fuck the sympathy
Figure it out, and kill the bitch in me
Poor a little liquor out and call it a victory
They said the sky was limit free
No, don't trust none of these people
Won't give 'em enough to love me for me
so even when they welcome me into they kingdom
Can't bring self to believe them

guarantees

So break my body, break-break my soul down
Just another zombie walkin' blindly through ya ghost town
Pull up to the bar to politic and tap the power
Ain't nobody really all that jolly at your happy hour

attitude check!

But you can blame the pride that makes you hold your anger inside,
But deep down you wanna curse them all.
Fuck off asshole jerk off dirt ball.

protect the core

yesterday has to be the worst heartache ive ever had in my life, im so grateful im still alive and didnt crash
hollah!

grow a backbone

beck and charlotte gainsbourg collabo

slow down, you crazy child

peacebone

And an obsession with the past is like a kid flying
Just a few things are related to the old times
When we did believe in magic and we didn’t die
It's not my words that you should follow, it's your insight
Insight...(You trust your)

catch your heart before it runs away and leaves you dead

soul opus

Mexican Americans don't like to just get into gang fights, they like flowers and music and white girls named Debbie too.
Mexican Americans are named Chata and Chella and Chima and have a son in law named jeff. Mexican Americans don't like to get up early in the morning but they have to so they do it real slow. Mexican Americans love education so they go to night school and they take spanish and get a B. Mexican Americans love their Nana's and their Nono's and their Nena's and their Neno's........ Nano Nano Nena Nono!

i took my chances

guard your heart, for it is the well-spring of life.

but im glad im taking these stupid risks

weeeoooo weeoo

your most sincerest thoughts meet you at your core and back

hahahhaah aweee

going on twenty

I felt you in my legs before I even met you. And when I laid beside you for the first time I told you, "I feel you in my heart, and I don't even know you." Now we're saying bye, bye, bye. I was nineteen
(Call me)
I felt you in my life, before I ever thought to feel the need to lay down beside you and tell you, "I feel you in my heart, and I don't even know you" and now we're saying bye, bye, bye. I was nineteen
(call me)
I was nineteen
(call me)
Flew home, back to where we met, stayed inside, I was so upset. Cooked up a plan, so good except I was all alone, you were all I had. Love you. You were all mine. Love me. I was yours right? I was yours right? I was nineteen
(call me)
I was nineteen
(call me)

Hello ma'am, would you be interested
In some sexual positions and emotional investments
See, I'm not insane, in fact I'm kind of rational
When I be askin', "Yo, where did all the passion go?"

emotional investments are for the weak who need to feel complete, ftw