no one hurts

my self-esteem more than you

Berget: "I just figured it out, with a little help from my good friend...conor oberst. You want a lover you don't have to love! Its so true"

Listen to primavera

Sink into me pt 2

and i look back and see all the ways that he mistreated me, and i remind myself that it was never going to work. he wants me to change, but in reality, hes blinding his own self from the things he should be changing too. focused too much on my flaws he forgets about his own. i know it wont change, we wont change. blah blah. part deux

the new.

I wish I could live free
Hope it's not beyond me
Settling down takes time
One day we'll live together
And life will be better
I have it here, yeah, in my mind
Baby, you know someday you'll slow
And baby, my hearts been breaking.

Sink into me pt 1

alright lets start this shit. no more bullshit. blood guts & pussy. just kidding.

gonna live without Val, ive done it before, i can do it again. i know, and understand that this isnt gonna happen right now, and it might not happen again in this lifetime. I'm okay with that. I'm comfortably confused, but I will not be giving in, not here, not now.

my conversation

well in a way, i dont wanna date, i just want to feel complete and be at that point in my life where i dont have to search for anything anymore. i dont ever want to have a boyfriend again, until im really looking for something serious. when im ready for something that im sure will be a big deal then sure, but you know.. i mean, ill accept an exclusive thing, but i dont want titles.

Ewwwwwie! hahha i wasnt sure if i got the right one until i saw '500daysofsummer' hahaha and 'jonas bros' oh man... why is she still alive?! -brenna

and if i'd fall flat on the floor, dead, i'd be alright with that.

rycar

As much as i realized how self-destructive my thoughts and actions were, i kept being drawn by my love-hungry heart to deceptive ways of gaining a sense of self-worth. I lived a life marked by great self-confidence success, and fame, followed by many painful losses, disappointments and failures. Through it all i had moved from the exterior light to the interior light.

the way you try to replace things isnt healthy
im glad to see youre really having a hard time
you dont show it, but i can clearly see it
im only hoping you dont get to the finish line first

Tj: I <3 you pearls :]

Tj: Wanna come over when your up n rdy? Im off work. Ps ill pay for your gas :] and no that's not a bribe

Me: Haha sure, and that totally sounds like a bribe to me. BUT ill only go if u tweet about your undying love for geoff! :P ill be there around 11

Twitter---
@Shakkafari: Geoff rowley is a sexy beast and I have an undying love towards him

@_pearlss: @Shakkafari that didn't even sound sincere...try again!

@Shakkafari: i love you geoff rowely.
@Shakkafari: geoff rowely, i know we've nvr met or you dont even know who i am but i feel like we have a connection.. theres this tingling sensation
@_pearlss: @Shakkafari that was perfect! :D
@Shakkafari: @_pearlss is that sincere enough?!

<3

Thomas Jacobs

"i ...care about you a lot" KICK ASS

Whoever started calling me Perla Jacobs is gonna die lol

oooh ahhhh we just want good time!