10.30.2012

Magnanimus Leonis - literally "spirit of the lion" which is what "lion hearted" is supposed to mean. A literal translation of "heart of a lion" would be Cor Leonis.

found.

//may you find happiness there may all your hopes turn out right may you find warmth in the middle of the night// i found happiness here all my hopes turned out right i find warmth in the middle of the night right here next to you.

a day of unexpected events

i had ditched the folks i'd gone to coachella fest with for being such douche bags and i ended up running into my cousin's boyfriend and his friends which were also friends of mine, we all knew each other from high school. and so we began to go from tent to tent watching different performers and we ended up going to the food court and sat there a while.. later we were walking to the sahara tent and kevin spotted me in the crowd and mariah yelled out my name. SO grateful. they rescued me from a group i was bored with.

in my head, everytime i think about that day, i remember it so vividly and i wish i could relive it over and over. but i wouldnt change a thing about it.

I am, overwhelmed, by you

Where would i go, or be, without you...

The day i met my very best friend. The love of my life:

10.16.2012

princess peach

a lot of times, when ive been with someone, i never feel attached to them, im there. theres no connection, im there to feel company, but i always feel above them. like im better than them or something, i know its not right to think it, but thats the way it is, and so it is thunk. but then you came along...

and with you its not like that, its never been like that. like you're my equal puzzle piece, like im finally on the most difficult level of capturing princess peach and another player has just joined in to help me. somehow we broke the rules of the game and we reached the same level. i dont feel better than you, and i dont feel as you do either. im madly in love and i looked beyond the walls and found my way to the princess, like the blueprints of the castle were right here in my hand this whole time. thats when i realize that i've never been here before and this might just be the greatest adventure of my life. my truest, and most meaningful course in this journey that i'd gladly take. ive just begun reading and im deep in it already.

i love you very muchly xxxx

better friends. best friends. i love you muchly.

god, i get so overwhelmed and stressed and i cry and i melt into myself and sink. but in all of life's big mess, i always think of you and im back to safety. im happy again. youre my best friend, you've always been my support, my backbone, the one i can lean on, the one to lift me up.

love you very muchly; always.

10.12.2012

So in love

10.02.2012

Smile upon me...

There's a place in this world Where people like me are found by people like you So find a place as this forever divine Oh yeah you're the best damn friend that I'll ever have You'll always smile upon me when the seasons bad You'll always make me feel best even when I'm blue You'll always smile upon me and I'll smile upon you too