je t'aime

And yes, I look forward to the days when I'll be waking up next to you for the rest of my lifeeeee, and knowing that you're the only one I want.

Over it

and i wanna fucking yell it!

Chicken breastsss

You see, the thing is, you'll forever be stuck in my mind, this isnt skipping, its been stuck on pause. Although, I've come to the conclusion that we, both, cannot be waiting around for the other. You. I. We know this is true. Even though my heart might be telling me otherwise, it's best that this old record is thrown away. I refuse to be playing games with my own heart, and missing something that is old, and is no good for me. Thank you for getting rid of this...well, at least initiating what burned down from the very start.

Never say goodbye; because goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting.

:s

your best moments have been shared with your friends

!

when you come, bring the sun.

ghost-like lover

your smell lingers on my skin

i cant stand the thought of seeing you with someone else, and it kills me to know that your heart no longer belongs with mine

i opened my eyes and i finally saw what i had been blinding myself from,

i had already started, i loved.

i loved you with my whole cold heart

take one last glance at me; im swimming with the wind.



__________________________________________________________________________________

*when i met you, trailing after you and austin, speaking to you on the fone, and you looked around and couldnt see me

*sitting down at the fair waiting for the aladdin show to begin, music's playing and i can hear the verve's 'bittersweet symphony' playing

*coachella fest

*when you chased me with a handful of in n out shake smeared on your hand

*when you layed down with me at the pd park and we just ..layed there staring up at the trees and listened to the birds sing

*the first time you kissed me ;) we were in your car and i was laying down on your lap and we were playing around and you finally kissed me and right after you said 'ive been trying to do that for so long' and i call it my 'spiderman kiss' aha

*when we sat on the grass by some mushrooms in front of mathis brothers

*in front of metro 8

*la quinta arts festival

*the day i went to your house

*when we hung out at 3am when i snuck out of cristina's house

*that one time we watched some people fight in the drive thru at jack in the box

*when rex emily you and i hung out

*patrick and zach's house

*when we slept at the golf course

*adam's park

*the first time i hung out with you at a park, the day your mom got her braces off

;)

no matter how bad things get, we must never feel bad for ourselves, bcos things could always get worse.

slow hands

i H A T E first periodddd!!! but listening to interpol makes it all bettah :)

Yeah but nobody searches
And nobody cares somehow
When the loving that you've wasted
Comes raining from a hapless cloud
Then I might stop and look upon your face
Disappear in the sweet, sweet gaze
See the living that surrounds me
Dissipate in a violet blaze

Can't you see what you've done to my heart,
and soul?
This is a wasteland now

We spies, we slow hands
You put the weights around yourself
We spies, oh yeah we slow hands
You put the weights all around yourself, now

:p

i snuck out last night and went over to jake's house, great therapy sesh, ha. while i was using his iPhone, his dad texted him and said:

From: Dad Honeycutt

go to sleep nigger

made my night :)



*napoleon is gonna get shot.

how am i feeling?

my friend asked me if i was feeling better and i replied:

ahah LYNO

me gustaria darle un toke a la pipa de la paz
y acostar me en el pasto y volar con el viento
ke chido estuviera eso

paz+pipa=<3

:p

I'm jealous of you when you're having fun without me.

perfect love

when everything is perfect, when everything is okay with the family, the relationship. when his love brings you to your knees, when you'll do anything for 'em. when your insides are whole, everything that God is, you'll find in your lover.


This perfect love, I can't explain
This way of life that has no end
Your mercy satisfies, it's all I need
My purpose found in You alone
To love the lost and bring them home
We were made to glorify our king

Your love brings me to my knees again
We're gonna bring an anthem of love
We're gonna live for you
May your love become my every thought
I wanna know the sound of your heart
I wanna live for you now

Sing You, you bring me life
You bring me hope
You're all I need

i like

nights like these, when all you've got is yourselffff<3

...and your cousin, ha.

sano y salvo

insects feed off of queen bee's sweets. justin bobby won't befriend you because he already knows its no way to die, you carry prada better than no other, but your mind weighs a ton, wake up. in a kaleidescope theres no room for mistake, a room full of daze, hold your breath because queen bee's going to escape out from your lungs, she'll devour your insides and leave you silent, senseless, sound asleep.

someday ill try

"To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing."

soo typical kristin cavalleri

i totally met the love of my life today ahaha seriously :)


<3 wee woo

bright smart intelligent<3

"love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. if you want to make sure and keep it intact, you must give it to no one, not even an animal. wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements. lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. but in that casket---safe, dark, motionless, airless---it will change. it will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. to love is to be vulnerable." - c. s. lewis

its alright homeboy :)

From: sam. d. 1990
Date: May 24, 2008 12:57 PM


ok..

im done perla.
were weren't meant to be.
im a party, your'e a school-night.
it didn't work. it'd never work.
it was fun though.
you're a cool cat.
we need to be apart though.
sorry.
have a super cool ass life!
seeya.


i already knew it from day one
and i still dont know why i let it go on, youre a great friend, and thats all you really could be, and its pretty much all you could bring to the table.
youre not the kind of guy i had planned for my life, but youre a good friend to have :) and for that i thank you, and ill gladly be there for you when you need me as well. no harsh feelings or anything, ill forget the horrible ways you made me feel inside, and the way you made my thoughts twist and turn. i would worry about you when you wouldnt call, because i was afraid you would OD and die, and i wouldnt even know. for all i knew, you'd be out and about, and everything else was top secret. i dont like worrying for someone else other than myself, and i realized that i cant handle worrying for another being. i liked being alone, greedy, selfish, evil, all in my OWN little way. and im sorry if i ever did anything horrible to hurt you, honestly. its pretty sad that you didnt have the guts to do it in person, i mean, i tried calling you so i could see you and have it be over, officially, but you never answered. now its time to get back on track, i forgot about my life, but now i remember where i left offfffff :)

M U T U A L (if you're okay)

Don't think too hard, if you think it hurts that bad. Don't talk about it, don't let it get you down. It's only one part, of the story. Just let it go, don't let it bring you down now. Sing the last thing on your mind. The last word on your breath. I'll be the one to keep you, keep you at your best. The last thing on your mind
'Cause I don't need your mess.

I'll be the one to keep you one disaster less

Straighten up your tie, take the microphone. Forget about it, don't let it get you down. Now is not the time, and you're not alone. Shut up about it, no one can bring you down now.

I'll be okay, if you're okay.