This Exit has no end

Youre still the one.


I wake up missing you,
in cold sweats in the middle of the night.
When i feel my love has gone on,
drying up,
I feel you disappear,
and like clockwork-
Were right where we began.

Like a sour taste in my mouth,
the sweetest surrender.

I give in, over and over again.
You tell me youre hurting,
i say, "is that what this feeling is?
You feel it too?
Ive been hurting since the day i met you,
....i still havent left"

and i still havent left.


How disgusting is it to feel so strongly
For someone who thinks so little of you in return

Does it ever become dull
The sharpness of the blade
I swear i can feel it as raw as i did the first time