I lie and i lie and i'll lie again

It hurts, it hurts,
It hurts every time.
Well they say the first cut is the deepest,
Well im not sure that is true.
Every time feels like a shiny new wound
The kind that starts before it began
The kind that seeps into your clothes and by the time you realize, youre drenched and having to leave early while the cure starts to take the stage.
You find yourself running, and now you cant stop. You can hardly keep up and youre out of breath.
The music notes keep quiet, yet you feel each strum in your veins, and every thump in your chest.

And i lie and i lie,
Everytime i lie and i put myself aside.
I lie and i lie,
And ill lie again.

The danger isnt aside or in the rearview,
You look behind and there's nothing chasing you,
Youve found it in the mirror,
everytime that you wake,
everytime you brush your teeth
and everytime you fix your hair.
Still wild as you grasp for water,
It seeps between your touch.
Tame it as you might,
youre still in the same mask you went to sleep with.
Burried in your rags,
a coat not even you can bare.

Moody,
And secretly fragile.