YOU WILL FALL APART

i HOPE YOU FEEL NOTHING. FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. I HOPE YOU FEEL LONELY. FOR YOUR ETERNITY. FOR MAKING ME FEEL SPECIAL, WHEN ALL YOU FELT WAS NOTHING FOR ME. FOR MAKING ME FEEL THINGS THAT WERE JUST SMOKE AND MIRRORS. I HOPE YOU REGRET WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME. YOU WILL FEEL THE ACHE, THE STING, EVERY NIGHT WHEN YOUR HEAD HITS THE PILLOW. YOU WILL REMEMBER HOW I USED TO THROW THE PILLOWS OFF THE BED, HOW I WOULD TICKLE YOUR BACK WHEN YOU COULDN'T FALL ASLEEP, THE WAY WE'D EMBRACE EACH OTHER, AWAKE OR ASLEEP. YOU WILL REMEMBER IT ALL. AND YOU WILL FALL APART. THE DAY WILL COME WHEN YOU SEE THERE'S NO TURNING BACK, BCOS I'M ALREADY GONE.