1.10.2010

ernest hemingway

i love sleep. my life has the tendency to fall apart when i'm awake, you know?

cccccc

Now I know why tigers eat their young.
Whenever death may surprise us, let it be welcome if our battle cry has reached even one receptive ear and another hand reaches out to take up our arms.

1.09.2010

Stop now before it's too late

Your lover was for hire
Have you noticed he's been late
Nothing lasts forever
That's the way it's gotta be
There's a great black wave in the middle of the sea
For me
For you
For me
It's always for you

1.07.2010

you're a liar

Unite us this lifetime, as lovers for all time.

Honey, when it comes to love, there's a fire in the deep end of my heart, givin' me the Heebie-Jeebies. Ya see, I know the land of wood and waters, merely fodder for loves slaughter. And darling, I've watched you cake-walk to the Immaculate Conception for far too long.
will i ever start to feel better?

wahh

you've played your heart out. you cant make someone want you

this was easier when i didnt care for anyone
im literally broken. i thought i was done, and i didnt think it would hurt me as much as it did in the beginning, but its almost close. maybe this time i'll stop eating comepletely and i'll end up disappearing

but i guess this is good, things wouldnt have gotten better bcos he ignores me either way, he didnt even do anything to at least try to get back with me or fix things or anything. i tried to fix the mess i started, but he wouldnt let me, so he blames this on me. i guess its part of life..obviously. i dont care if i ever see him or talk to him again, i just want to feel good again. i hate the way he's just a guy, the way any guy would act, say, think, or do, he's the same. i hate feeling the same way everyday, its been two months and i still feel shitty.