9.16.2008

im not patient

but when is my cute little cookie gonna come along? and if ive already got it, puuuuuhhhleeeeeez tell me ! its driving me nutsssss :(

soooo dunzo.

9.13.2008

le tube

"happy happy joy joy. happy happy joy joy. i dont think youre happy enough. that's right. i'll teach you to be happy. i'll teach your grandmother to suck eggs."

9.09.2008

Dear you,

Even though you're not there anymore, I'm always here. Whether for good or bad, I stay a loyal friend. I hope someday you'll realize that I'm not going anywhere, whether it tears my skin apart, or whether we completely get erased from each other. Always. I know you have some of my best memories, and I'm glad for what it is. I thank God that you came, and left, and someday you'll be. I stand by what I've said before, you're perfecccct. With or without me. Whether you have hatred towards me or resentment, whatever the reason is, I don't really care. Nothing is real, but I'll still be here, awake or asleep. Fuhhhh, I'm tired. Goodnight. Just kidding, not but seriously though, you'll always have my ear when you need to speak, and you'll always have two extra shoulders to lean on, and a set of ten fingers just incase you're in the mood to make me ache, ha. OH! & hey, sam... I wish you the best, and nothing nothing less. Smile and be safe.

Love always, me.

melodies&desiress

Follow these instructions, do exactly as I do. Lean your shoulders forward, let your hands slide over to my side.
Move your body closer, let your heart meet mine.

Love is the harmony; desire is the key.
Love is the melody; now sing it with me.

Come a little closer, take a look at me.
This light is so obvious, I want you to see.
Come a little closer, look me in the eye.
Then repeat with me one more time:

Love is the harmony; desire is the key.
Love is a symphony; now play it with me.

You'll be the rythm and I'll be the beat
You'll be the rythm and I'll be the beat
Then I'll be the rythm and you'll be the beat
And love, the shoreline, where you and I meet

Love is the harmony, desire is the key.
Love is a symphony, come sing some with me.

B a b y

sooner or later were all gonna die, with or without giving our last peek of love to another's dying soul. and that day's been counting down since the moment we left the womb, we've been crawling and drooling over this dirty road, yet it seems to always get sweeter. even when its not, at least its not so boring. the sun and the moon have seen us through our worst, when we look up and hope the other is doing the same somewhere out there. and i remember when you'd say to look up, and you'd be looking up too. we shared it, the ugliest of skies, but you never remembered in the morning. baby, it must've not been me, if the skies have turned pink. i believe its the way that the wind that shades in the shadows, of the leaves that fall into place, and erase the angles of your chin, the way your eyes seem so dark but always so beautiful, meet me one more time? ride down the streets, even if youre drunk, baby, i'll accpet you, even at your worst.


have a beautiful nighggghghtt<3

9.04.2008

Over it

and i wanna fucking yell it!

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Chicken breastsss

You see, the thing is, you'll forever be stuck in my mind, this isnt skipping, its been stuck on pause. Although, I've come to the conclusion that we, both, cannot be waiting around for the other. You. I. We know this is true. Even though my heart might be telling me otherwise, it's best that this old record is thrown away. I refuse to be playing games with my own heart, and missing something that is old, and is no good for me. Thank you for getting rid of this...well, at least initiating what burned down from the very start.

Never say goodbye; because goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting.