If love was made for two

I keep going over and over the same thoughts in my head. I keep feeling guilty for trying to make this work when my heart just isnt in it anymore. In reality, youre the one who let me slip, so why do i feel like im the one who is giving up? I invested so much time and gave out so much love, in a way im really glad this didnt ruin me bcos quite frankly- i dont know if my heart could take it this time. I conquered and i learned so many tough lessons that i couldnt have met other than with you. You were a long summer in my love cycle, and fall is creeping in. Although i may not seem as torn as i felt previously, i continue to question whether im doing the right thing- for myself. Ive seen infatuation come and leave the glimmer in your eye so quickly, and i begin to realize that i stole it from you and i wont set it free. I will never share it, i will never show it. If love was made for two- why do i keep losing?