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i go back, and i go back again. same outcome. how do you expect a different result when you're using the same formula? you have to let me go. i block you because i want to move on. you can't keep me a prisoner forever. you keep me trapped in this mess and you don't see how toxic you are to me. even as a so-called friend, you're the worst kind. you're so harmful to my life and you dont even realize it. i care for you deeply, but that can only run for so long. i'm always there for you at command, any time you need me. in turn, for 18 months now, its been unrequited. our whole "friendship" has always been one-sided. you've never been a real friend to me. loyalty's never been your strong suit. if you truly ever felt anything real for me, it clearly wasn't anything. when a person truly values and cares another, it's never felt as a chore. i'm a ride or die, you know this. with mitchiko, i know she always has my back. no matter what. with you, i know you only have your own back, never mine. i know i can never depend on you. i probably never will. i don't want you in my life anymore. please stop calling me, please stop texting me. stop texting me Free Texting mobile apps, stop calling me from your work phone, stop DMing me from other Instagram accounts. Don't look for me on facebook, don't look for me at all. I'm not going to block you anymore, i'm not going to do anything. I'm not bringing your toxicity into the new year. you're more damaging to me and haven't helped me grow in any way, shape, or form. im a human being. and you need to quit disregarding me as you please. respect my space, and leave me alone once and for all. my feelings have always been valid. p.