The act of living
And leaving
You leave all those behind - the ones that love you
You left me here
With all your remains
I was supposed to be the one that got away
Yet youre still the one haunting me
If you recount all those you let come into your life
Can you separate the ones who will still last
On the day you can no longer move your limbs
The day you'll need someone to feed you like a babe
I can still see myself there.
In that place.
I moved away
Yet i atill find myself present at your side.
I dig and i dig
I cant help you
I cant find you
Its like running in a maze
Its put me in a frenzy
And i dont know how to get back.
The ravaging mistress in the back of your mind.
Tiny vessels.
As you pour
As you seep.
You seep through my pores,
So beautiful, and so slow.
Dark and painful as you sting,
As you slice me open,
As you watch me come apart.
Your favorite sport.
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Reluctantly Im taking a leap into the unknown, with one foot and one foot out still weary of being cautious. Sweet and tenderly you continue...
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Have a good one, Eligh! And congrats, Jessica! Baby on zee way ;) So, today was heaps nice, I finally got the monkey off my back. It felt gr...