11.13.2010

i saved you a gummie worm

so i suppose i should start writing about this, i guess its safe to say im pretty worn out but still open to the possibility of ...well, i dont know what word i could give it and i'd rather not say 'love' or anything even close to it, just a couple steps below that. whatever word that would substitute for it, doesnt exist. however, im more than sure im open to realizing that there might be someone out there who wants me back just as much, or even more, than i want them. in this case, i already know, and i also know im rambling on about everything other than saying how I'M feeling about this, but the truth is, i dont know how or where to begin with it. whichever way i start, all i feel like sharing at the moment is: i like kissing. him. a lot. and all the stupid gushy feelings that come rushing in... yadda yadda.... that much, i will admit. the rest, i'll keep to myself.