8.07.2009

Fuck you, Lucy! Fuck you very much!

We are responsible for our own actions, take responsibilty. You chose this. Like an oleander, a lily, and a hibiscus, you stay wide open. A receiver. Like a morning glory, I wait dangling on a vine, until the sun comes back, I open up and I’m home. Everytime the sun is gone, I’m lifeless, just as before. Time goes, never waits, never returns. I just wish you would’ve realized that I wasn’t the one for you sooner. The damage is done, you can’t take anything back. It’s really odd that you can say I wasn’t interested in you, when you were the only person I ever wanted to be around. And you’re right, who wants to be with someone if they weren’t 100% happy, or the person of their dreams?

I hope someday I find someone who can take my sarcasm the right way, someone who I can share my life with. Actually no, I hope theres no one to find at all, yet I really hope you rot in your own dreams with your “dream girl”