awkward, unsure, and insecure- work on it. for a while i saw it, well, in the past month any way. i shouldnt've kept digging, you cant change a person. especially when theyre trying to change you. if having to sensor my thoughts was a daily struggle, then i should've forseen it. i have no intentions of being locked up in my own mind ever again, its a harmful way to blind someone, even more so if its my self.
this time it isnt killing me, im unpainfully aware. cautious, and surprisingly not angry at the world. need i say, you do deserve the 'dumb ass of the century' award. im just not quite sure why someone would want to hurt another with a stupid vendetta and react like your behavior wasnt correctly displayed. honestly, im sure no time will be wasted- i can already see it. prowlin' around will be so easy, happy hunting!
goodbye delirious derelict
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Reluctantly Im taking a leap into the unknown, with one foot and one foot out still weary of being cautious. Sweet and tenderly you continue...
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Have a good one, Eligh! And congrats, Jessica! Baby on zee way ;) So, today was heaps nice, I finally got the monkey off my back. It felt gr...