and then the thought came into my head: what if i dont find somebody else? what if you do? then what? im gonna forget about what i love most in my life right now. right now? so if this is only temporary why even have to fall in love with anybody? just for the feeling of it? i dont think its fair at all to be allowed to be put into the situation where you let someone in so deep so impulsively and so blindly, just so one day you realize that bubble’s gonna burst.



make a plan to love me…