3.06.2009

im afraid

you don’t understand. we’re going down the drain. and i’m slowly letting it be, i dont want to. we’re letting this slip right on by through the ridges our fingers make. please, lets just clasp our hands together, and close this gateway. i need this good stuff right now. i dont want it at any other time. this time is now, and its not waiting for anyone… im just trying to save it, …..in a very handicapped way. im sorry i can’t be a stronger person right now…