I want you to know

that although my insides are jittery, and full of anxiety, I’m truly deeper in this, and you know what? I really like it. I really like this. I needed this, and I finally caught the bug. Thanks for the hours you spend with me, after you’re done with school, and I’m alone with hours to kill for my last class. I’m really glad that you consider my opinion when it comes to smoking, although, I really don’t mind if you do or not, but at least you consider it. But most of all, I’m amazed that you’re still standing next to me, even when I go nutzo. Thank you for looking out for me, especially when I’m high off my medz, bcos I’m basically like a new-born fawn, not being able to walk right, and I looove the leetle kisses you give me, always, and the lovin’ that I never ask for, but always get. You get it, even when you don’t. You get it, and I’m glad ;)