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I guess I shouldn’t be feeling this way, it really fucking sucks. A good day turning out to feel like a shitty one, and I don’t even have a reason for it to feel like this. I guess I’m somewhat feeling used, and gay. Why can’t I feel sure about this? Probably because I shouldn’t even think about it being a realistic idea, this time has passed. Bring me my new plate! Maybe that will taste a little sweeter. How do you go from, giddy, to feeling loopy and disappointed? Boo, I suck, for once. I told Claudio, “well, don’t even trip, just live life as it comes,” and somehow I just can’t take my own adviceeeee :( What’s going on?!