Unmotivated and disheartened scholar

Today was awful. Well maybe in reality it wasnt but i felt so miserable knowing that i couldnt get any classes. My whole plan is ruined and my goal to graduate keeps prolonging. I felt so motivated, especially now that ive gotten into the swing of being a scholar all over again. I fear that if i give up, i wont even try next time. Thanks aaron, for helping me feel better. Especially when you make me laugh and i completely forget about crying my eyes out, i know i said, "i want my mommy" bcos i feel like im doing this for her and i dont wanna let her down. I couldve come closer to graduating and that just crumbled down. There must be a reason for this, i will not let it take me down.

i love you so

i love you, i love you, i love you. people always say that you should do everything in your will to reach your goals, that sacrifice comes hand in hand with success. well ive got goals, and dreams id like to reach, and i know sacrifice will have to done but i want, and i will, reach them with you. i cant succeed without you. if i succeed, you succeed, whats mine is yours, and i love you and no one can compare to the way you make me feel. as cheesy and cliche as that sounds, its true. to this day, no one has treated me the way that you do, or make me complete. everyday i talk to god and show my gratitude for having you in my life. so so grateful.

Magnanimus Leonis - literally "spirit of the lion" which is what "lion hearted" is supposed to mean. A literal translation of "heart of a lion" would be Cor Leonis.

found.

//may you find happiness there may all your hopes turn out right may you find warmth in the middle of the night// i found happiness here all my hopes turned out right i find warmth in the middle of the night right here next to you.

a day of unexpected events

i had ditched the folks i'd gone to coachella fest with for being such douche bags and i ended up running into my cousin's boyfriend and his friends which were also friends of mine, we all knew each other from high school. and so we began to go from tent to tent watching different performers and we ended up going to the food court and sat there a while.. later we were walking to the sahara tent and kevin spotted me in the crowd and mariah yelled out my name. SO grateful. they rescued me from a group i was bored with.

in my head, everytime i think about that day, i remember it so vividly and i wish i could relive it over and over. but i wouldnt change a thing about it.

I am, overwhelmed, by you

Where would i go, or be, without you...

The day i met my very best friend. The love of my life:

princess peach

a lot of times, when ive been with someone, i never feel attached to them, im there. theres no connection, im there to feel company, but i always feel above them. like im better than them or something, i know its not right to think it, but thats the way it is, and so it is thunk. but then you came along...

and with you its not like that, its never been like that. like you're my equal puzzle piece, like im finally on the most difficult level of capturing princess peach and another player has just joined in to help me. somehow we broke the rules of the game and we reached the same level. i dont feel better than you, and i dont feel as you do either. im madly in love and i looked beyond the walls and found my way to the princess, like the blueprints of the castle were right here in my hand this whole time. thats when i realize that i've never been here before and this might just be the greatest adventure of my life. my truest, and most meaningful course in this journey that i'd gladly take. ive just begun reading and im deep in it already.

i love you very muchly xxxx