1.07.2010

mrmd

youre not my soulmate, stop saying that!!!!!! ahhh and stop texting me and calling me puhhhleeez. i keep my fone turned off a lot now bcos i dont have energy or time for you, i dont wanna be mean, bcos youre really kind, but you dont even know me, and i dont know you. your band might be really good, but that doesnt give you extra credit into my heart. and another thing, you live too far away, maybe if you'd fix your car it wouldnt be as bad, but ...just no. you and your friends are all drunks from the middle of nowhere, even in the mornings you all wanna drink while youre still hungover, like c'mon! im just not interested. thats not something i want in my life, sorry but no

p.s. and you dont even have pretty girl hands!

grazed knees

I'm trying not to stare, it's too late
The blankets over there, if you like
I'm broken and I'm colder than hell
I should've said I'd not come back here

Your breakfast will get cold
I really have to go

It's easier to lie and be safe
Time and time again I'm half stalled
One giant leap of faith is easy
When everyone you ask is so sure

Just give a second thought
What if we don't get caught

Just say you love me now
And forget this whole row
Just save your energy
For making up with me
If you never take it seriously you never get hurt...and if you never get hurt you'll always have fun. And if you ever get lonely, just go to the record store and visit all your friends...hm.

Pretty Girls Make Graves

I could have been wild and I could have
Been free
But Nature played this trick on me

She wants it Now
And she will not wait
But she's too rough
And I'm too delicate

Then, on the sand
Another man, he takes her hand
A smile lights up her face

1.06.2010

i truly feel that everyone is just like the person next to 'em
one after another, the same replica
you dont see it, but you'll feel it
come due time
seems to me like im always sad

1.05.2010

All along i loved you anyways despite all your deceit